Jelly Fishy's stories

2012-01-25T23:30:00.001+08:00

Feverrrrrrr!!! :(

A thousand years-christina perri

2012-01-07T00:33:00.001+08:00

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Like like!

2012-01-02T19:04:00.002+08:00

水涼了還可以喝，心涼了就很難再熱，學會好好珍惜吧..

2012-01-01T03:30:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year =)

2011-12-16T20:58:00.000+08:00

最重要的。。。。永远都是细节。。。而不是所谓的甜言蜜语与礼物。

2011-12-16T19:53:00.001+08:00

back from bali~~~~ super nice trip.didnt get 2 surf though :P tak de swimwear~
missed the convo~ not good :s
ate lobster :D
got a blue dress~
got darker :s

Hee~~~~~~~~

Parachute-Kiss me slowly

2011-12-10T15:02:00.001+08:00

Stay with me, baby stay with me,

Tonight don't leave me alone.

Walk with me, come and walk with me,

To the edge of all we've ever known.

I can see you there with the city lights,

Fourteenth floor, pale blue eyes.

I can breathe you in.

Two shadows standing by the bedroom door,

No, I could not want you more than I did right then,

As our heads leaned in.

Well, I'm not sure what this is gonna be,

But with my eyes closed all I see

Is the skyline, through the window,

The moon above you and the streets below.

Hold my breath as you're moving in,

Taste your lips and feel your skin.

When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly.

Stay with me, baby stay with me,

Tonight don't leave me alone.

She shows me everything she used to know,

Picture frames and country roads,

When the days were long and the world was small.

She stood by as it fell apart,

Separate rooms and broken hearts,

But I won't be the one to let you go.

Oh, I'm not sure what this is gonna be,

But with my eyes closed all I see

Is the skyline, through the window,

The moon above you and the streets below.

Hold my breath as you're moving in,

Taste your lips and feel your skin.

When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly.

Don't run away...

And it's hard to love again,

When the only way it's been,

When the only love you know,

Just walked away...

If it's something that you want,

Darling you don't have to run,

You don't have to go ...

Just stay with me, baby stay with me,

Well, I'm not sure what this is gonna be,

But with my eyes closed all I see

Is the skyline, through the window,

The moon above you and the streets below. (Don't let go)

Hold my breath as you're moving in,

Taste your lips and feel your skin.

When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly.

Oh, I'm not sure what this is gonna go,

But in this moment all I know

Is the skyline, through the window,

The moon above you and the streets below. (Baby, don't let go)

Hold my breath as you're moving in,

Taste your lips and feel your skin.

When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly.

2011-11-29T00:24:00.001+08:00

~~那朵花~~

与你在这最后的夏天抹不去的思念

斜阳里的微笑渐行渐远

六月的微风吹散你的泪光

深深地铭刻心间难以忘却

逝去的昨天最美的期愿

（3~）

（2~）

（1~）

寥寥草草试卷飞舞字里行间

昏昏沉沉之乎者也乘除加减

你总是这样微微笑着仿佛在说：“我在身边……”

答案我也本想问问你的意见

可面红耳赤心跳加速有口难言

真是的我这样口是心非会不会被你讨厌

啊……夜空绽放的烟花

点燃每一个盛夏总让我莫名伤感

时光像风儿一样悄悄地消失流淌

晨光映彩霞夕阳茜风中

你牵着我走在熟悉的街旁

直到尽头依依不舍地紧紧相拥

与你在这最后的夏天抹不去的思念

斜阳里的微笑渐行渐远

六月的微风吹散你的泪光

深深地铭刻心间难以忘却

与你许下这最后诺言微笑着离别的夏天

期待与你的重逢绝不改变

请记得我们一定能够在那遥远的某天再次牵手相见

逝去的昨天最美的期愿

啊……教室外树影悠扬

不经意蝉鸣声声

总让我不住回想

啊……就算是月色光芒阴晴圆缺也惆怅

春樱弱枝头秋枫碎叶红

我依偎着静静在你的怀中

直到尽头依依不舍地紧紧相拥

与你许下这最后诺言微笑着离别的夏天

期待与你的重逢绝不改变

请记得我们一定能够在那遥远的某天再次牵手相见

逝去的昨天最美的期愿

光阴如梦昨日随风

来不及说出口

你脸颊的泪痕心随着开始汹涌

请不要再忘记我微笑请留给我

直到尽头依依不舍地紧紧相拥

与你在这最后的夏天说不清的思念

听那熟悉声音那繁星满天

与你最后的回忆留在指尖

泪浸润衣襟永不会忘却

与你度过这最后时间诉说着离别的赠言

仿佛梦境一般不愿再次醒来

就算是沧海桑田也不能阻止我们走向重逢那天

与你在这最后的夏天抹不去的思念

斜阳里的微笑渐行渐远

六月的微风吹散你的泪光

深深地铭刻心间难以忘却

与你许下这最后诺言微笑着离别的夏天

期待与你的重逢绝不改变

请记得我们一定能够在那遥远的某天再次牵手相见

逝去的昨天最美的期愿

逝去的昨天最美的期愿

2011-11-28T19:57:00.001+08:00

any1 free to go drinking wth me~~~~? :s

2011-11-23T04:06:00.001+08:00

Sleeep~ :3

nice~

2011-11-19T20:26:00.001+08:00

http://youtu.be/8xfmAfJTr70

2011-11-17T23:14:00.001+08:00

第九名：水瓶座

水瓶座的男人聪慧、富有哲理性，喜欢追求新的事物。在他们的概念里，接吻跟打招呼一样平常，他们随性自然，对恋爱也看的比较简单。他们绝对不会认真的谈恋爱，所以也不会陷入恋爱的沼泽。爱与不爱在他们转变起来很简单，所以没有同等功力的女孩们，千万不要招惹瓶子们，小心弥足深陷，不可自拔。

都中招了。这一篇来得太慢了==“

2011-11-17T04:38:00.001+08:00

hulllalalalalalalalalalalala :3

2011-11-08T02:27:00.000+08:00

女人眼中的水瓶男：
聪明，脑子反应特快，对时尚很敏感，总是能最先感触到流行元素的肪博，也敢于走在最前沿，彼有点艺术家的气息，孤傲冷漠，喜欢作一些超乎人想象的事情，说得不好听些就是爱作怪，追求自己心目中的理想状态，忽冷忽热，随心所欲，感情方面迷迷糊糊，似有似无，分不清也不愿分清什么是友情，什么是爱情，让外人觉得这家伙有点乱，不太可靠，看上这样的男人，是女人一生的罪，很累。

是的。。。。真的很累。。。可是过后就应该是赎罪了吧。。。别再折磨我了。。。

2011-10-30T03:05:00.001+08:00

怎么了。。。一个回来找我。。另一个却连加我都怕了？我有这么可怕么？

2011-10-25T03:09:00.001+08:00

Regardless of what they say about you, how they treat you, what they do to you. Never lose the goodness in yourself, because ultimately that's what sets you apart from them

给自己的话 (三)~

2011-10-22T01:53:00.003+08:00

在要求和挑剔之前，先問問自己做得怎麼樣。

Signs of a potential abuser~

2011-10-20T01:21:00.000+08:00

Warning signs of a potential abuser:
- Constant put downs
- Criticises your appearance, choices you make, family, friends, etc.
- Using guilt
- You are often made to feel guilty over something, thus having to give in to his demands constantly.

Possessiveness

Checks your telephone calls, reads your text messages, insists on access to your e-mail account and social network sites (Facebook, Twitter, etc). Stalks you and calls to check on your whereabouts.

Explosive temper

Breaks things, raises his/her voice and maybe even hit you.

Impose authority

Tells you what to do and forces you to seek approval before you do something or go somewhere. Takes away your right to make decisions for yourself.

Isolating you

Removes you from your circle of family and friends. Always gets upset when you choose your family and friends over him.

Threats

Says things like, “I’ll break your neck,” or “I’ll kill you,” then dismisses them with “Everybody talks that way,” or “I didn’t really mean it.”

2011-10-19T02:29:00.001+08:00

伪装得好辛苦~~~~~~我忍！！！！！再忍多一些！！！

2011-10-17T23:12:00.001+08:00

靜下來時，自己笑自己，

何必把自己偽裝的那麼堅強？

好像自己可以承受所有的苦難，好累，好累…

生命中的三个人、你会选谁？

2011-10-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

第1个人，一直哭着不要你走，一直拉着你的手说会想你，约定每天打电话;然后回家继续游戏。

第2个人，帮你收拾行李，替你做早饭，送你到机场。说：一路顺风！然后回去工作。

第3个人，默默的在远方看着你，几乎看不见他的存在。可他时时刻刻想念着你，为你担心; 每天习惯的想你入梦。

当我们回来时，你会怎么做？

给第1个人，买很多礼物。和他一起出去吃饭，一起玩;看到他会开心，连天空的颜色也变的多彩。

给第2个人，一个拥抱。和他在家吃他为你做的饭，一起洗碗;会为他的升职而开心，为有他陪伴而庆幸。

给第3个人，一个礼貌的微笑。说：Hi，我回来了。然后不知道如何表达。

当我们失去他的时候，你会怎么样？

失去第1个人，我们会觉得生活失去了色彩，混沉沉的过着;然后在某个地方再遇到新的色彩，开始新的生活。

失去第2个人，我们会觉得失去了依靠，没有了关爱;然后吃过很多补品，恢复原来的样子。

失去第3个人，开始没有感觉。可会在一天里，发现围绕在自己身边的爱没有了，永远无法弥补;

现在你知道了吗？

第1种感情，是孩子的，朋友的，瞬间的。

第2种感情，是爱人的，朋友的，亲人的。

第3种感情，是父母的，知己的，永久的。

现在你明白了吗？

第1种，付出的是语言。

第2种，付出的是时间。

第3种，付出的是生命。

没有哪个最好，因为3种我们都需要。

没有哪个是10全10美，因为我们是人。

只有懂得把握的人，才是幸福

by 愛、文章

听说，你曾喜欢过我

2011-10-13T21:11:00.000+08:00

听说，你曾喜欢过我

但我知道，你只是因为寂寞

听说，你心里曾有过我

但我知道，你的心里，除了我，还有更多

听说，你曾为了我，努力过

但我知道，你只是不想和我就此擦肩而过

听说，你曾想过要跟我永远在一起生活

但我知道，你只是不想再流浪、漂泊

有人总是问我，干嘛不相信你？为什么一直都在听别人说？

因为，你从来只是在疲了、倦了、伤了、痛了的时候才想起我

我很好奇，在你的世界，我扮演着什么样的角色？

流星，烟火，还是创口贴？

我以为，在你的心里，我会是一个特殊

原来，也只不过是，庸俗

听说，你曾有句话，没来得及跟我说

可是，你跟我说过的话，或许，早在别人那里温习过

因为我一直自卑的活着

所以，我跟他，跟你，都没有一个结果

我站在十字路口，彷徨无措

向左？还是向右？又或者，一直就这样，继续向前走？

我挺直了脊梁，微笑，然后，一步步远走，永不回头！

如果，你需要成长，我许你一段时光，只是希望那时间，不要太过漫长

我们那青涩的青春，没必要弄的两败俱伤

如果，有一天你已经长大，请记得，对你不在乎的人，一定要尽早放手

不恨，不怨，只叹，我们在错的时间，遇上了错的人

一直都是在听别人说、你说，现在，换我说了

我说：虽然，我的空间你再没有踏足过，但是，希望有一天，你会偶然间看到

以后，请保重，别伤害你不在乎的人

戎马一生，只为伊人。你的伊人，不知究竟是谁？

明明还小，却已经显得那么沧桑，我的一生，不知注定了怎样的结局？

纷飞的梨泪代表着离别，那些多余的眼泪，迟早会成为昨日风干的水滴……似水留年、留不住芳华，繁华过尽后，亦是满地落漠…满目山河空望远，应当怜取眼前人！

2011-10-13T17:37:00.000+08:00

累了，倦了，放弃了。走远远别让我看见你好不好。

2011-10-13T01:46:00.000+08:00

October~~~~~~~~~~ Please be awesome ><

2011-10-11T02:53:00.001+08:00

越是真，就越安静。越是久，就越平淡。

2011-10-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

Jump~jump~ jump & jump~ stop.

Been jumping around lately~

time to start studying!!!!

笨蛋一个

2011-10-09T04:04:00.000+08:00

你可不可以多看看我一眼

你可不可以多在乎我一些

你可不可以多想念我一下

你可不可以多愛我多一點

當你經過我的身邊，我想讓你知道我其實很在乎你

當你靠近我的時候，我的心一直撲通的跳著我想讓你知道

當你不在看我之後，我開始傷心　開始遠離你

我希望你在多看看我一眼　即使是一下也好

我希望你可以好好的看看我　我就站在你面前

在認真的你　我很喜歡

在玩耍的你　我很愛很愛

多看我一眼有這麽難嗎？

多在乎我一些你可以嗎?

你對我很重要不管你很傻很笨很呆

我都覺得可愛

你卻不再看我了

你卻不再裡我了

你卻無情的離開

為什麼

多看我一點好嗎?

即使是一秒也好~

是啊~~~~他不会了。是时候醒了。因为他根本都不在乎你了。

2011-10-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

Believe in yourself boss... you can do it!

Chuck everything out of your mind and concentrate on the 1 you want most.

You'll reach there eventually.

2011-10-08T01:32:00.000+08:00

给自己的话（二）：

开开心心就好~~~~别再想这么多了。过了就是过了。

要另丢下你的那个人后悔~

2011-10-07T20:49:00.000+08:00

给自己的话:-

千万别让自己活得太累。。=)

7/10/2011

2011-10-07T02:53:00.000+08:00

New layout~~~~ just to lift my spirits up~~ love this blue colour view :)
Promise myself that i'll never cry for something that's not worth my tears anymore.

2011-10-04T23:43:00.001+08:00

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容就能够解脱
我以为我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
我以为终究你会慢慢明白
他的心已不在你身上
我的关心你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为
我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天的失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望
我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强
却输的那么绝望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望

2011-09-27T00:53:00.000+08:00

fwaaahhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ damn bored

2011-09-03T01:10:00.000+08:00

gosh..i still cant let go.everytime i see his picture or heard about him or look at his blog.i will start crying again.reading his blog make me fell as though he finally understand me.n yet the reality is not so n hence the break up.everytime i thought: what did i do wrong?i've tried so hard 2 sms him everyday. i've tried so hard not to bother him when he's studying or working. i've given him all the time he wanted with his friends, with all the stuff he want to do. i just dont understand.

i know very well that he's not worth all my tears all my time thinking of him.but i just can't stop myself from doing that.

No more...i'm gonna be single for few years. n i wont let any1 hurt myself again.never will.

2011-07-04T11:00:00.001+08:00

music.....keep me sane =)

2011-07-04T03:33:00.000+08:00

ffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ok done. promised my friend 2 calm down dy. so i must not let myself outta control. :D

2011-07-04T03:17:00.000+08:00

hating myself.just cant seem to let myself go. everything tat u said u cant do n wouldnt do, everything u did it with ur frens. all those promises, its really all a lie and never a single moment of truth. truly dissapointed with it. is it really tat hard 2 honour a promise? why is it that everytime i hang on to that promise and believing in it, i will surely get hurt?

and seeing my friends go through the same thing as well.i feel for her.

is it tat girls is a property for guys?so whenever they're happy they can just be nice to them but whenever they're nto happy then they can just do watever they want with it, without any respect to them?

im through with this.

2011-06-16T22:51:00.001+08:00

"mom, please dont buy honey stars anymore..buy coco crunch or sth else."

mom : "but u like honey stars when you're still young?"

dad: "she only like the stars, not because it's nice to eat."

nice one right? :P

2011-05-28T16:38:00.001+08:00

im tired...seriously tired of how u r treating me..i didnt ask u 2 be exceptionally nice to me but u're treating me worse than ur friends..can u please at least take care of my feelings abit?i;ve only asked for the most basic things. which u cant even give to me. n yet you're putting all ur friends in front of me. as if im the last thing on earth tat u will think about.i gave u alot of freedom to do your stuff n follow ur interest. but im not that generous until i will think tat its ok for u not even accompany me for at least a few hours a week.

2010-11-14T01:47:00.000+08:00

Written with a pen,
sealed with a kiss.
If you're my friend,
please answer this:
Are we fiends or are we not?
You told me once, but
I forgot.
So tell now
and tell me true,
So I can say,
I'm here for you.

Of all the friends I've
ever met,
You're the ones
I wont forget.
And I die before you do,
I'll go to HEAVEN
and I wait for you.

Show your friends much you care.
Send this to everyone you consider a friend,incluiding the
one who sent it toyou.
If it comes back to you,then you'll know
yoy have a circle of friends....

messages received from friendster...didnt check back after so long~

still remmeber last time when we send this kind of msgs over 2 friends and hoping that they will send back and all?

if u send me this kind of msgs now i will just smile..but will never send back thinking it will be a waste of time somehow..

but think back...how many ppl keep to their promise?to be friends forever?the answer is very few.. my primary friends..some i dont even know them anymore and had no contacts with them..secondary school friends..know alot of them but cant say that they are my best friend at all.the closest is college friends.thinking would it be the same as last time?when we moved out of our current lifestyle, we will just go apart and end up not knowing each other anymore?or someting happened in the middle and it just gone...hope that it wont..cuz i really appreciate all the you guys in my life.just making me laugh, make me hurt*by poking or pinching * me, or even making me sad sometimes...it's a stage of my life and u guys has a role which i hope will never end.

2010-11-06T02:52:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i had this feeling..to hurt myself and to see who is the one really cares for me..funny thinking. but there is really alot of things happened..sprained leg sprained wrist, cutting vege also terkena hand :(

somemore its during my b'day party~~really thinking that is this a bad year for me.

but at the same time..feel happy bacause i have such good friends who had helped in my party, and also be there with me whenever i feel sad.or whenever i have any problems.

spent my birthday this year in cherating~

beside the sea~ on the beach~listening 2 the waves in the morning..

drove around to look for batik..but end up didnt get anything because its expensive..n the fashion looks old ><"

night~spent it with seafood and thai style cooking for 2 nights~and dramas after that~

eating sotong satay~ product from the east coast ^^

2010-09-24T02:49:00.000+08:00

class started n i hate this feeling..the need 2 make new frens..the need 2 sit through it alone..

cried for alot for things last 1 month..emotions running high..although things r ok for now

just hope i wont get crazy.

2 fav songs =)

when two become one-boys like girls

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, hey
You know this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes, the way you say
You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, hey

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one

There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking, ooh
I can't live without you
'Cause baby, two
Is better than one

There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I figured out with all that's said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

Fall for you-secondhand serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

2010-06-02T16:56:00.000+08:00

step by step, stepping out of this cloudy day.
step by step, cleaning all of this dirtiness.
step by step, erasing all of those passed.
step by step, filling it with new memories.

2010-06-02T16:29:00.000+08:00

went back klang today..passed by hospital tengku ampuan rahimah, the place where i am born.
looking back all those years...remembering how i got my finger hurt by putting into a fan during pasar malam...n not even crying when doctor is treating my hand..even remember how i look at the doctor working on my finger with the long curvy needle..
wondering am i that brave??haha..

the garden is full of weeds now.also with all the ants crawling.
the cabinet paint is now peeling off. and the paint on the wall is different. yellow on one part and white on the other.its time 2 get the wall some new paint.

last time there is all the glowing stars and moon and planets sticking on the wall.
and also the garden which seems so old n used. although i still miss asking mom whether i can go over and play with it every evening with my neighbours last time.

now..new memory replacing old ones. but it wil still stay in some brain cells of mine.hoping that it will never be forgotten.

2010-05-02T02:17:00.000+08:00

我已经选择了你，你叫我怎么放弃？

我不是碰不到更好的，而是因为已经有了你，我不想再碰到更好的；

我不是不会对别人动心。而是因为已经有了你，我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心；

我不是不会爱上别的人，而是我更加懂得珍惜你，

能在一起不容易，已经选定的人就不要随便放手，

世界上好的人数不清，但遇到你就已经足够。

即使你不是最好的，甚至不是最合适我的，但却是我最珍惜

的，

缺点可以改正，性格可以磨合。但机会失去了就再也没有了。

有人说：爱，是一种责任。

现在我才明白，原来责任，就是一辈子

现在想想为什么那么多在激情之后变平淡了的感情能一步步坚持到了最后。

除了已经习惯，爱到深处之外，

应该还有两个人的互相搀扶，不离不弃吧。。。。

即使有些没有走到最后，也不必责怪谁，美好的不一定是结局，

还有过程，爱了，就爱了......

不是寂寞才爱，只因爱才寂寞。多了一份牵挂，多了一种思念。
当你不再爱我，当爱你已成为你的负担，当相爱已是一种痛苦，那么，我选择放弃。

放弃你，是因为爱你。因为爱你，所以不愿看见你不快乐；因为爱你，所以不愿看著你强忍内心的挣扎；因为爱你，所以不愿看见你勉强的笑容；因为爱你，所以愿意放你。

当爱已成往事，又何必苦苦追寻？强求得不到幸福，强求只能拉大你我的裂痕，只能加深你我的痛楚。如果你真的想走，我无言，只能任你去。

曾经以为你是风筝，我手中握著那根线，无论任你飞向何方，我最终都是你的归属。现在终于明白，其实爱你，就不应该束缚你。

“春花秋月何时了，往事知多少？”往事如风，不如就让它随风而去。当一切成空，惟有回忆伴我。时间能冲淡一切，包括我爱你的心。

不愿意你看见我的眼泪，因为怕你会心软，怕你不开心。因为爱你，所以不会用泪水强留，所以放了你。你的心已远去，我又何苦留下你的人？
虽然我渴望天长地久，但如果那只是一种奢求，那我不如只求曾经拥有。曾经拥有过你的爱，这已足够。因为有一种爱，叫做放弃。

放弃不是无私的奉献。放弃你，这不仅是对你的爱，更是对我自己的呵护。放弃你，我很痛心，但我不会后悔。让你从我的生命中消失，是因为“长痛不如短痛”。当我容颜尽老、行将就木，我依然不会后悔。因为曾经爱过你。

因为爱你，所以希望你快乐。

有人说过这个世界不会有永恒的爱情。你我之间，如果连短暂的爱情也无法存在，不如放开彼此。爱你，就让你去追寻你的幸福。只要你快乐，我也就快乐。

因为你的一切，我都在意。

如果你要离开我，我不会怪你，只能怪我自己，怪自己太爱你。也许是我过分的宠溺让你习惯平静，也许是我过分的放任让你没有责任，也许是我过分的爱怜让你压力重重，也许是爱情她美丽的容颜让你迷失方向。只怪你我有缘无份。

当你想要离去，请别管我，你只需告诉我，你不再爱我，你要走。我一定会让你走，不会乞求你留下，哪怕听见自己心碎的声音。当你离去，请别再回头。回头是一种错误，回头是对你我的不公。去了，就不要再後悔。

因为爱你，就该放了你。

因为我知道，如果选择放弃，那是对你最深的爱。

2009-11-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

hey....i know that i am going 2 start this topic by saying this again...but that's the fact haha...so long didnt update this blog liao~~

1. bcoz im lazy...
2. lazy...
3. .....

okok...stop this -.-"
just had my 20th b'day n i believe this year i have at least 30 ppl who celebrated with me..not together of cuz...i will get headache then coz all of them can really eat, make noise, play, tease, jump...bla bla...banyak ler they can do...can even create 1 bukit prawns out of 3 hours of makan session...

n yet there will be another session of steamboat-ing again i think...this time with taekwondo ppl...XD

n here's the updates in my life..
performed in the installation which is a great success....except for the band which ruin the thing..
n also...didnt dance well but at least...its good enuff coz we practice in a few days...with the time added together i can say less then 24hours of practice!!haha..all the preparation..all the time given...all the sweats....n also not forgetting..
all the mosquitoes bite at the "crime scene"!!!
its all worth it^^

can finally relax bit after the installation..

but then found out that i leave out alot in my studies...n thx to steven's help...i manage 2 catch up a little :P
but still need 2 do alot of reading@@ can pengsan liao..envy this sinmun...just finished his exam n can play here n there...while im here doing my tort hw...@@

n planning for a training camp here...any1 interested ???its abit soon..18 to 20 NOV.. but i assure u that it will be alot of fun =D
want to learn how to punch, kick, break ppl's arm...just jk :P
let me know hehe...i will be going to the camp as well..so u wont be lonely :P

2009-10-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

Updates

long time didnt update my blog..n today im here just because sum1 is asking me about it..so here i am..thinking of wat 2 write..

lectures n tutorials has already started and here i have to say..it's tiring...with all the studies that i have to do n which i did not do it yet..and with all the rotaract works n also other duties i have..the amount of it all is climbing up on my table..
luckily...after rotaract installation i can just take a break...and have a kitkat!!(Haha)

k..im abit siao today..was watching youtube the other day n tink u guys might be interested in this video..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3sZcyNktWAU

oh n...i will be performing in the rotaract installation as well...after so many years of not dancing..now have 2 go on stage 2 perform again...-.-"
the 1st training is abit kekok..hope de next 1 will be better haha..
any1 interested in seeing??come to the installation :P

dun wry not wearing bikini on that day..so u guys wont have the chance to vomit blood k..haha

2009-08-22T00:50:00.000+08:00

KK FM

This is a new FM by my friend name KK..please do support if u have the time ya..
kk-fm.blogspot.com

u can request the songs u want there...provided that he has the song , then he will play it out for u...make ur dedication..
with a chatbox there..u can chat with ur frens..or make new frens there..
Enjoy!

2009-08-22T00:28:00.000+08:00

UPdates!!

it has been so so so long since i'd updated this blog...
1 reason..excuse actually...being lazy..

was working as a teacher..and now in a law firm..
thinking of starting my part time job as a tuition teacher soon^^
so any1 of u who needs tuition teacher let me know..until PMR level only ya..

working as a teacher is really fun actually..seeing the small kid running around...n how they sayang their teachers...or being naughty in class..
1st time canning ppl for me..cuz the kids were so naughty n dont listen to me..till i have 2 do that..n after tat he just sit there n stop making noise liao.
but some r so cute...n they even praise me...feel so proud being praised by small kids =P
and think about it...u will remember..how much troubles and how naughty u r when u r small child..how u didnt do homework..how u copy each others homework..
feel like being a small kid again?? ya..me 2^^

as for work in law firm..as normal..i get 2 know bout litigation n conveyancing work..and even some criminal's as there is a criminal lawyer in my firm..cool hor..
and its like working as a clerk there.but being an attachment student...its expected that u will do a little bit of everything..
calling clients...calling law firms..type letters..draft this draft that..letter of demand, sale and purchase agreement, affidavit..
and with all the lawyers there...telling me their work..
and a few even asked me 2 change course saying being a lawyer really have no life..
Seeing them work till so san fu..everyday rush to court..rush back...rush for documents..

and they ask me this question...
y did u choose law??
cuz im really interested in law..n i really hope tat my best friends and my frens in college will pass their exam..tat includes myself of cuz =P
Result on Thursday 27/8/09...Good Luck All!!

2009-07-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

Isabella Chang

welcoming her into the family...cute ler...^^

2009-06-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

2009-06-16T00:32:00.001+08:00

你后悔了吗？

在一个非常宁静而美丽的小城，有一对非常恩爱的恋人，他

们每天都去海边看日出，晚上去海边送夕阳，每个见过他们的人都向他们投来羡慕的目光。

可是有一天，在一场车祸中，女孩不幸受了重伤，她静静地躺在医院的病床上，几天几夜都没有醒过来。白天，男孩就守在床前不停地呼唤毫无知觉的恋人；晚上，他就跑到小城的教堂里向上帝祷告，他已经哭干了眼泪。

一个月过去了，女孩仍然昏睡着，而男孩早已憔悴不堪了，但他仍苦苦地支撑着。终于有一天，上帝被这个痴情的男孩感动了。于是他决定给这个执着的男孩一个例外。上帝问他：“ 你愿意用自己的生命作为交换吗？” 男孩毫不犹豫地回答：“ 我愿意！”上帝说：“ 那好吧，我可以让你的恋人很快醒过来，但你要答应化作三年的蜻蜓，你愿意吗？”男孩听了，还是坚定地回答道：“ 我愿意！”

天亮了，男孩已经变成了一只漂亮的蜻蜓，他告别了上帝便匆匆地飞到了医院。女孩真的醒了，而且她还在跟身旁的一位医生交谈着什么，可惜他听不到。

几天后，女孩便康复出院了，但是她并不快乐。她四处打听着男孩的下落，但没有人知道男孩究竟去了哪里。女孩整天不停地寻找着，然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩却无时无刻不围绕在她身边，只是他不会呼喊，不会拥抱，他只能默默地承受着她的视而不见。夏天过去了，秋天的凉风吹落了树叶，蜻蜓不得不离开这里。于是他最后一次飞落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀抚摸她的脸，用细小的嘴来亲吻她的额头，然而他弱小的身体还是不足以被她发现。

转眼间，春天来了，蜻蜓迫不及待地飞回来寻找自己的恋人。然而，她那熟悉的身影旁站着一个高大而英俊的男人，那一刹那，蜻蜓几乎快从半空中坠落下来。人们讲起车祸后女孩病得多么的严重，描述着那名男医生有多么的善良、可爱，还描述着他们的爱情有多么的理所当然，当然也描述了女孩已经快乐如从前。

蜻蜓伤心极了，在接下来的几天中，他常常会看到那个男人带着自己的恋人在海边看日出，晚上又在海边看日落，而他自己除了偶尔能停落在她的肩上以外，什么也做不了。

这一年的夏天特别长，蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飞着，他已经没有勇气接近自己昔日的恋人。她和那男人之间的喃喃细语，他和她快乐的笑声，都令他窒息。

第三年的夏天，蜻蜓已不再常常去看望自己的恋人了。她的肩被男医生轻拥着，脸被男医生轻轻地吻着，根本没有时间去留意一只伤心的蜻蜓，更没有心情去怀念过去。

上帝约定的三年期限很快就要到了。就在最后一天，蜻蜓昔日的恋人跟那个男医生举行了婚礼。

蜻蜓悄悄地飞进教堂，落在上帝的肩膀上，他听到下面的恋人对上帝发誓说：我愿意！他看着那个男医生把戒指戴到昔日恋人的手上，然后看着他们甜蜜地亲吻着。蜻蜓流下了伤心的泪水。

上帝叹息着：“你后悔了吗？”蜻蜓擦干了眼泪：“ 没有！”上帝又带着一丝愉悦说：“ 那么，明天你就可以变回你自己了。” 蜻蜓摇了摇头：“ 就让我做一辈子蜻蜓吧 ... ”

有些缘分是注定要失去的，有些缘分是永远不会有好结果的。爱一个人不一定要拥有，但拥有一个人就一定要好好去爱他。你的肩上有蜻蜓吗？

2009-06-12T02:26:00.000+08:00

Manohara's case

The case between Kelantan prince Tengku Mohamad Fakhry Sultan Ismail Petra and his wife Manohara Odelia Pinot is a personal matter, the Kelantan palace said.

Manohara, a former model, who claimed she was ill-treated, has fled to her home country Indonesia.

The palace said in a statement that it was monitoring the developments, including the allegations made by Manohara.

“We are viewing the matter as a personal crisis between a husband and his wife which must be settled through the law,” said the statement signed by the palace coordinator Datuk Abdul Halim Hamad on Wednesday.

He said he had been directed to clarify that statements made by Mohd Soberi Shafii, a friend of Tengku Fakhry, were his (Mohd Soberi’s) personal view and not an official stand of the palace.

Mohd Soberi had been quoted in several local and Indonesian media as denying all the allegations made by the 17-year-old Manohara.

He had urged Manohara to submit to medical examinations in “neutral” countries such as in Australia, Singapore or London to support her claims.

Manohara on Sunday alleged that she was treated inhumanely by her husband.

The case received wide coverage in Malaysia and Indonesia since Manohara made the allegations at a press conference in Jakarta on Sunday, claiming that she had escaped from a hotel in Singapore with the help of the police and the American Embassy.

She was in Singapore with her husband to visit the Sultan of Kelantan who was undergoing treatment at the Mount Elizabeth Hospital.

Manohara’s mother Daisy Fajarina, who has appeared on TV gossip shows in Indonesia, claimed that her daughter had been kidnapped and abused since her marriage to Tengku Fakhry last August.

Mohd Soberi had also denied Manohara’s claim that she “escaped” from the hotel, saying that she left voluntarily following a discussion between her mother and palace officials.

what is going on with malaysia??

2009-06-12T01:40:00.000+08:00

Breaking News..

Bid accepted by Manchester United for $131 mil USD.
'Manchester United have received a world-record, unconditional offer of £80m for Cristiano Ronaldo from Real Madrid.

Ronaldo has long been a target for the Spanish giants, whose president Florentino Perez vowed earlier this week to do ''everything possible'' to take the forward to the Bernabeu. The club now hope to agree personal terms with Ronaldo in the next few days.

It is now certain that a second era of galacticos has begun at Madird, with news of Ronaldo's £80m deal coming in the same week that Perez agreed a £59m deal ($97m or €69m) to sign Kaka. Which means in less than a week, Madrid have committed to spending an incredible £139m ($228m or €162.9m) on just two players.

In Perez's previous stint as Madrid president he oversaw the acquisitions of global stars Ronaldo (£23.2m), David Beckham (£24.5m), Luis Figo (£37m), as well as Zinedine Zidane in what was a then world record of £46.7m.

2009-06-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

HANNAH MONTANA: THE MOVIE: Movie Trailer - Funny bloopers R us

Miley Stewart struggles to juggle school, friends and her secret pop-star persona; when Hannay Montana's soaring popularity threatens to take over her life - she might just let it.

So her father takes the teen home to Crowley Corners, TN, for a dose of reality, kicking off an adventure filled with the kind of fun, laughter and romance even Hannah Montana couldn't imagine!

2009-06-08T01:07:00.000+08:00

result of quiz http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2009-06-02T13:25:00.000+08:00

November baby..

Has a lot of ideas
Difficult to fathom
Thinks forward
Unique and brilliant
Extraordinary ideas
Sharp thinking
Fine and strong clairvoyance
Can become good doctors
Careful and cautious
Dynamic in personality
Secretive
Inquisitive
Knows how to dig secrets
Always thinking
Less talkative but amiable
Brave and generous
Patient
Stubborn and hard-hearted
If there is a will, there is a way
Determined
Never give up
Hardly become angry unless provoked
Motivates oneself
Does not appreciates praises
High-spirited
Well-built and tough
Deep love

2009-06-01T15:43:00.000+08:00

Chocolate & strawberry

the bitterness of the chocolate..
along with the sweetness of the strawberries..
this is exactly what v have to go through in our life.
Chocolate brings back the memories of being sad, hurt and pain.
while strawberries brings back the memories of the sweetness, the happiness, the fun!
both contrasting taste..and yet it can make a nice dessert.
A dark brown chocolate cake with strawberries on top of it as decoration.
This is what all the chocolate and strawberries lover wish for.

sry..abit siao dy..:P

2009-05-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

its Sunday n we're off to Sepang Gold Coast beach!!!
we are to meet at 2pm at jaya1.however..we can only start our journey at 2.45pm.due to our hungry stomach also waiting for every1 to get there~
however..its quite fun in de journey..with some1 snoring in the car and us laughing around even with us going round n round just bcuz of 1 road getting blocked off.
but we still manage to get to our destination in the end.

once we reach there..the first thing to do...is to buy a kite!!!we 1st chose a zebra kite..but it cant fly up due to de defective metal.so we get changed it and yay~~this rainbow colour kite do get up in de sky...but only merely..de wind blow it down again..its always moving to the sea direction...>

2009-05-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

i'm of course dissapointed with the exam..putting so much of effort in it..but found out that i really missed out alot n some dont even know how 2 do it.just wish that i wont have to retake anymore
but...as for now..exam over n its time for celebration!!

right after exam is the time where we, S4(daniel, me, matt, and daphne) should go to midvalley n look for sum places n nice food to eat.'sek dai chan' in cantonese.however..matt n dd end up watching movie n abandon the plan..so daniel had 2 drive home n i can only eat wif another group of frens.which is korean food!!!yaya..i know its korean food and 'niu zhe shui' again..but at least now i know how 2 eat it.the worker taught us how.aand we chatted n even waited together for de court decision to come out at 3.30pm.the decision of who will be Perak menteri besar.after tat...we went for tong sui..:P i know we are 'wai sek'=itchy mouth but then...cant help it:P

at night..of course its the skybar time~~
all of us is late due to the traffic.however..close to 20 persons turn up.we drink, we chat, changed place for a few times, taking pictures, posing..its fun^^all the photos is in facebook.i'll just post a few here n others cna b viewed in facebook~

2009-05-09T01:11:00.000+08:00

here we are...in korean bbq restaurant..(niu che shui)-pj
celebrating mother's day today as my elder bro(felix) is going back 2 johor tmr.
it is a special restaurant..real korean ppl welcoming us..
Anyo-haseyo!!means hello.
getting in..sitting down..n start ordering!!!marinated chicken meat of cuz..wif kimchi..n chicken soup..
along wif all de small dishes...macaroni...lala soup..eggs...tofu..beans..^^
along wif de green tea which tasted named gen maica in japanese...wif de roasted rice taste...yummy..~~~
no pic 2 show it..forgot 2 take pic:P
but its was a nice place 2 eat if u ask me..any1 who wants 2 go cna ask me..^^
it cna be a place for special occasion.
there will be ppl who will bbq for u.just sit n wait.everything will be in front of u.
good service n all..can refill ur tea as well...there is also a cold barley wif ginger drink n watermelon..
on de way out..kamsa hamida~means thank you.
dey r so friendly...even chat wif us n laugh together wif us.^^
its abit pricey but it is normally for sharing in btw a group of 3-4 person.can be a bigger group as well..rm 150 for 5 person..its actually reasonable for tis kind of service and food.^^
bought my mom a bottle of enzyme which she likes very much.been making some herself n all..using grapes, oranges, pineapple...

ok..back 2 studies..criminal n public...><
wanna pass tis exam..not fail it..feeling so stress recently n might b losing my patience a little..
sry if i offended any1 of u guys k..
got my punishment ady..gastric y'day.pain..><
must remember 2 not let myself starve.

good luck all..pass wif flying colours k.

funny pic

2009-05-07T00:29:00.000+08:00

since v're so tense up n all..here r some pics where v can look at laugh...or smile...^^

ouch!!!dun pinch me!!

dun rape meee..

have a nice day..XD

2009-05-05T22:50:00.001+08:00

another day in the library...can really feel the stress...the soreness of muscle..not enough sleep..n de feeling that ur brain is not working..
further..fell asleep while im watching tv..haha...1 min i was watching n listening...
then....dozed off..haha..tired tired..
tink u guys will be feeling de same as i am..
jia you k...work hard n finish this exam..
then can rest as much as u can..n leave the rest 2 fate.
=)

here i am

2009-05-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

will be here if u need me...
will be here juz bcuz of u...
no promises given or wat..
but will walk u through ur life wif me behind u,
supporting n comforting u,

my friends..

2009-05-04T23:41:00.000+08:00

not fever again pls....dun repeat tis...experience once n doesnt wanna try another time..i dun wnan fail my paper....T.T

yippee~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-05-04T18:57:00.000+08:00

a super super good news over tis few days!!!!!so happy for him~~
but im not supposed 2 talk about it ><
gotta juz let myself know it..:P

2009-05-04T18:11:00.000+08:00

a simple but yet nice song..click here>>>wu gu-cao ge

stress

2009-05-04T17:35:00.000+08:00

y cant i concentrate??need to stop thinking of stuff that is not important n get on wif my studies..but i juz cant concentrate.shud i leave n come back???or just tell it out.is it so hard 2 make a decision here..??cant figure it out.cant stand it anymore.cant do anything.

pinch pinch pinch!!wake up!!

2009-05-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

life is unfair in many ways..
want sth but u will need 2 sacrifice another thing to get the 1 u want..
being patient is all that matters now..
live through ur life patiently might bring alot of changes rather than getting angry bcuz of how things turns out..
im not invincible..
im not tough..
i can get hurt as well..
but i just need 2 manage myself well n c how it turns out to be..
sum ppl might tink tat im cool..
but am i??
who actually knows me well?
i myself dunno me well enough.
*being emo*

updates

2009-04-21T15:03:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since i've updated my blog..
let me tell some interesting story..
we went pc fair last 2 weeks and guess wat...7 of us in a kancil!!amazing right??
and on tat day we're stuck in the jam close to 1 hour.can actually feel tat our legs are numb cuz dere r no space to move even a little bit.even so. it is fun in de car as v chat n joke around.it is even more fun when daniel n joo lee started arguing playfully..haha..
even so..there is a part where we almost get into accident.v cna actually hear de brake protesting loudly when matt is trying to stop the car just b4 it hit de car in front.
lesson: concentrate when u r driving...
met matthew in pc fair even though he said tat he is not skipping class!caught him dere n v went hang gai in pc fair togetehr.he got a printer n northon got his stuff as well.where me n joo lee merely looks around at de gadgets and promotions.
and i ended up letting amos wait for me for at least 30mins in de pasar seni station as i i have 2 wait for de train and there is alot of ppl around.

many things happened tis few weeks.went through happy n sad time as well.but tat's life n i'll juz have 2 accept it. fight on is my motto now~~
aim? pass my exam(score if possible)
plan: things 2 do after exam!!skybar, sepang gold coast, A famosa, catch up wif my pet bro n my frens..kinda busy...haha...
but still i gotta buy a few new books to spend de time during tis hol..not sure where 2 work at now.

songs im listening to..:
its raining- eleni mandell

most beautiful-justin lo

you raise me up: You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up, To more than I can be..

2009-03-30T02:00:00.000+08:00

its 2am in the morning n i'm still in front of the com writing an essay and playing facebook.
just wanted 2 update my blog with 3sentences.
tired, sleepy, stress, sien, night. will update it sum other day when my brain is functioning.

life?

2009-02-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

getting a little bit more stress n emo nowadays. studies, feelings, thoughts, friends, family, freedom, politics, duties, and much much more..
gets a little bit tired of this and wishing my life could be more simple.but a wish is a wish n i have 2 keep on wishing until it comes true.(which i doubt it)
exam is coming soon and soon we will be going 2 college everyday and stay in de library wif our nose stick 2 the books and notes.miss those days when im in A-lvl along wif my friends.going places and playing around whenever v r free.for now..we will simply fall over and die if v try this stunts.

enough of this and get back to booksss~~*sigh*

2009-01-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

updates:18/1/09

went to de student ball n it was ok.it would be better if those ppl jus dun smoke in de air-con room..danced abit but i noe tat my dancing is so bad tat my fren is laughing at me..but i enjoyed it all de same..gotta learn how 2 dance anyway..

DG visits:21/1/09

presented out reports n all to de dg.noticing tat he is dozing off during de meeting lol..but cant really blame him as considering tat he is quite tired wif all de presentations and other stuff tat he needs 2 attend to.attended dinner wif de rotarians have sum fun here..but gotta say sry 2 joel as v made sum changes on his plan..reached home at around 11.30 n really tired but still have sth 2 do.haiz..

parents-childrens?

2009-01-13T01:12:00.000+08:00

sum ppl may tink tat studies is only wat u do in childhood and it means nth in their life.therefore they dun take it seriously.however, for others, it is so important tat dey spent day n night juz 2 score for de exam.question here..is tis a healthy lifestyle?
as i did my essay over the years, gov stressed on having ppl who can score for exams as well as being active in school activities and all. this is not impossible but sometimes...tink again.isnt tis placing pressures on the childrens which will burden them n not letting them be who they want 2 be?
understand tat sum child needs ppl 2 push n guides them.but for some parents, they might think tat dey r helping them but the truth is..the child might not like it at all and in the end, it might resulted in the child being rebellious and not listening 2 their parents.

some parents, might spoiled their child too much that dey bcum dependant to their parents and not learnign how 2 b independant.which in later years, they may have problems surviving in this cruel world. however, they might not understand tis as wat they want is 2 provide the best for their child.best educations, best house, cloths, gadgets, and other stuff.

sometimes..there is sth tat u disagree on but u cant voice ur opinion out.y?bcuz either u dun hav de power or u dun dare 2 voice out.but tis is de rules to survive in the world.

how good is it to be able to voice out ur opinion without caring wat other ppl thinks?
how good is it to be able to be yourself without ppl pushing u,
pressuring u to be who they want u 2 be.
but this is de way it works in this world n nth can b done to change it. adults alwiz have advantage over the childrens.
but it cant be denied tat watever the parents did is for the children's own goods. and some became really good and achieved what they truly want in their life where of cuz includes helps from their own parents n also by their own effort.

as for me..i might not achieve wat i want in my life yet.but i can tell tat i really appreciate how my parents raised me and educate me to be a better person and at least, make sum difference in sum ppl's life.

2009-01-08T00:55:00.001+08:00

new year eve:

went the curve wif joel n shawn.planned 2 yum char but ended up in eating sakae sushi.and the promise of eating in mamak stall where joel nids 2 belanja me on sum reason, upgraded 2 sushi!!!lol sry ya..after tat celebrated wif few of my others frens, christopher zoey danny n others..nice fireworks..this year celebration is better..at least i dun hav 2 suffer bruises bcuz ppl bang me or squeeze me until i almost fell down in monorail.

went yum char after tat n actually met ye ling and her frens from ATC. didnt eat with them though as im not close 2 them. but had a wonderful evening wif all my frens.

looking back 2 the year 2008, i completed my A-lvl and now im in intermediate.didnt do well in my studies though..but tis year..i really wanna score for my intermediate..so i nid 2 study really hard for it.wif rotaract stuff going on now..tink i will be very busy and not much time 2 play around anymore.

through out de years. can sya tat i've become more mature or childish?this i duno.but sumtimes having so much thought in ur head n experiences might burden u even more.y?bcuz u will tink more when u r making a decision.and sumtimes dare not try sth new just bcuz u scare of ur past.

new year of 2009:

beginning of new year n already experience such things...my neighbour got robbed by motorists.got hit on the head by helmet and seriously shaken.further my dad's car get into accident on the same day.luckily my mom is not hurt.
not feeling safe 2 walk aorund the area anymore.any1 could get hurt bcuz of these robbers and it is not a good experience.really feel like whack them up if i can find out who did it.

new experience~
rock climbing!!1st time and it is fun..feel so proud when i get 2 de top.but it is only 1 storey high or sth...:P sumtimes i nid help as well 2 get 2 the top.but at least...i dare 2 try it.^^ thx 2 joel for bringing me n christopher dere.as he is member so v get 2 enter for free.
and thx also bcuz of treaing me swensen!!!:P

end of 2008

2008-12-31T03:41:00.000+08:00

its end of christmas and its starting of new year~~!!!!

went 2 my fren's house for a gathering on christmas. cnat recognize few of my frens reason is i never c them for 8 years..every1 changed but a few still look the same..

miss those days when im still young n have only syudies 2 tink bout.dun have 2 care bout relationships, budget n all other stuff. n days where v hang out together, going for sports and get punished for not doing homework..

my college mate joel n edwin joined us in caryn's house.n sure enough...my frens started teasing me tat dey r here bcuz of me..but v had a good time all together.playing cards game(heart attack and memorising game) laughed alot until soar throat!!!after tat v countdown together...shouted merry christmas 2 de deserted street..hope v didnt wake any1 up...haha..luckily no1 throw shoes at us or open de window saying shut up or wat..lol..went yum char after tat wif every1 n at last get 2 sleep at 2am..

planned of going laundry bar in the curve during new year eve..which is today as it is already 3.53am n im still writing blog here.alot of ppl couldnt make it n canceled de plan in de last min.but still i will be dere n celebrate wif few of my frens..even though my college frens wont b dere..but lets hope tat it will b fun as well..

n tis is a special request of my fren..he wanted me 2 write in blog about him. but i wont say his anme out...he will know it himself...he's a funny guy who alwiz make em laugh..making faces n jokes so 2 make me laugh..n todya he asked me tis question:"u got an lian me?" which in english is whether u did like me anot.de answer i wont tell u n u dun hav 2 ask me cuz i wont tell as well..lol..de reason tat im still awake now is to teman him also...y??bcuz i wake him up n now he cant sleep bcuz of stomach ache..which is...i contributed to tis situation so i have 2 pay for it....=X
so cham rite haha..but stil glad 2 have him as fren as he cna alwiz make me laugh!!!even though im sad he will still b able 2 make me laugh n never fail.thx 2 u n happy new year all~~!!

PARTY!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-22T02:11:00.000+08:00

exam is finally finished n all de party is coming up!!!!!

19th dec- laundry bar, the curve
an outing wif my college mates.79 over person in my class n only 11 turns up...disappointing..but we have a lot of fun that night..keep on laughing, taking photos..posing..hehe..
pics can be found in facebook..

20th dec-BBQ in Rumah Chrestus
decorated a Christmas tree at de home..sprayed the christmas hat wif 'snow' which is actually chemicals..but at least dey r happy..the food is nice although not much of varieties..took a pic wif daniel, matt n daphne which r posted in facebook as wel..can check it in my facebook profile..

the kids look so cute..there is few pretty girl call priscilla, henah,etc.Cute kids name james, vicky(who can dance break dance very well) and others which i didnt catch their name..
they like 2 play games alot n also act funny n pose for photo session as well..haha..
going there again on jan n hoping that i will b able 2 join..^^

cousin b'day!
ate in chrestus home n still have 2 eat in de b'day party of my 2 pretty cousins.
very full on tat day n i nid 2 go on diet!!!getting fat dy...:P lack of exercise recently..the only exercise is with fingers..with the writings n typing..and getting more works from rotaract now..designing certs n all.

21th dec-steamboat!!(yummy~~)- kota damansara
i missed de steamboat session last time when it is my bro's b'day n now i wanna eat as much as i can!!went wif my family n also my cousins n family.eat n laugh alot..

met a guy from taman sea who is from debate team name ju xian..miss those days where i was in debate team.even though it is for a short period, but it was fun as so many friends were there.sharing the moment where we won in a competition.

tmr...applying for passport tmr and so i have 2 sleep now..

*end of story*

mock exam!!

2008-12-14T12:43:00.000+08:00

mock exam is next week n im still not finished studying..summore wif all the upcoming events..rotaract court visit n all...i have 2 type letters n also print de certificates..plenty 2 do..my frens said tat im even busier then those ppl who is working..everyday busy wif plans n events..
y'day, i joined the CF of ATC in de x'mas party in college..alot of nice foods!!nice decorations n really gives a x'mas feel..haha..but my packet of chicken got 'stolen' by duno who lol..just put it on the table for awhile n its gone in a few min..haizz...

tonight..have 2 go 2 chee kwai n chee meen's b'day party..exam for the 1 whole week.on the last dya of exam..19th dec-dinner at laundry bar..20th- rotaract x'mas BBQ wif the orphanage..hope all of it will run smoothly~~

and good luck for those having exams!!!

2008-11-15T13:28:00.000+08:00

my birthday........

i celebrated on oct 31st and also on 4th nov..

oct 31st:

went to sunway pyramid redbox for de celebration...along wif my frens in facebook and oso zoey and christ.its a jont party as vivian b'day is on nov 1st which is de day after..had a wonderful evening singing n eating.received plenty of presents tat day n took quite alot of pictures...paid quite a sum as well for de b'day presents i owed 2 few of them...everything is posted on fb n if u wish 2 c can go 2 my profile n have a look.=)

nov4th:

sunway pyramid again!!skate n eat.another joint party wif kellie cuz she is born at de same date n month wif me!!but diff year...haha..wei ling,john,estee, grace,daniel,dd,matt,ben,vincent n amos joined us for de evening.had sakae sushi n manhattan fsh market for dinner and even watch abit of de hong kong game show.saw bosco wong on stage..=P but couldnt get any photos of de stars on stage..got angry on tat day as well..bcuz of amos kok who doesnt care bout ppl's feeling n wanted every1 juz 2 follow him.but its all over for now.

bee nion came 2 sunway pyramid jzu 2 send me de present he made by himself n even got sick bcuz of de heavy rain tat day...so sry...n ty for de present..

ty for all de presents n spending time wif me .

another year has gone n im 19 now..must learn 2 b more mature n c de world whenever i can..experience new stuff n lead an interesting life.enjoying de last few years of studies n step into de real materialistic world in 3 years time.if i pass all my exams...:P

yum char-ss2 murni's

went 2 yum char after night class in ss2 wif a group of ppl tis wednesday.had another group of frens joined me but im sry cuz couldnt teman u guys for long..cuz my mom is making noise n i have 2 get home.or im grounded..haha...had de maryland chicken n abit of roti hawaiian.plus medium size of ribena special~~eat until very full and tired as well..

end of stories for now.updating whenever i have any new interesting stuff 2 tell~~

mix

2008-10-22T03:10:00.000+08:00

getting my uol books which weight 13kg is definitely going 2 stress me out....started my inter 1 month ago and i realize that the lecturer is pushing us hard..and in fact im pushing myself hard as well...studying harder n harder nowadays..but if u want to achieve ur dream u must work towards it n not keep on dreaming on it..

went to polis diraja malaysia academy today...it looks more like a college then my ATC college.
big field...few blocks and big halls..kena con by daniel this time...i thought v r going 2 have a tour in de academy..but in de end, v juz makan den listen to 2 hours lectures from mr.lazarus and go home...wth..wasted my morning actually...but at leat i get 2 take some pics and oso get 2 buy 2 small badges from dere..

2 weeks ago....rotaract installation's finally done...had a great evening but it turns out 2 b a little boring at de end of de event.y??bcuz more n more ppl r leaving de hall n it looks so empty..
but v had fun anyway.

updates on games....won 1M in poker game today.....facebook of cuz.
time 2 sleep!!

work

2008-07-17T13:49:00.000+08:00

been working for 3 diff company tis holiday..Udirect, mosaic manifesto and also pathlab..

in Udirect i worked as a tele surveyor..job is to call ppl and ask for information.i quited 2 weeks after tat.cuz de job is kinda tough and oso..i cant stand ppl scolding me.sayign tat i have no right to ask for their informations and dey will sue me.@@ Daniel feels de same way as well and v quited together.lying tat our col will starts soon.lol...

2nd...worked in Archidex 2008 exhibition.worked for de company mosaic manifesto which is dd's family business.de arts is so cool..and i have a very very good employer.who are willing to send us home and oso treating us dinner everyday after de work.the best thing is i cna work wif my fren..dd,matt, dan, ben and oso yong ming.its quite a fun job..and oso..if v get de customers to buy thigns from us v will get 3% komisen if it is lower den rm50k.if it is higher den tat it will b another story.haha..2 bad ti only last for 4 days.but i enjoy it.

now...working in pathlab...no frens here but i get 2 noe tat my neighbour is working in here as well but she's in another department.my job here is 2..open de door, write down de stocks number, get 2 hq to get sth and data entyr.haha..here's de music...time 2 work.

2008-06-18T03:29:00.000+08:00

de last day of my a-lvl exam...de exam was delayed for 10 min...but overall de questions is ok..hope i can maintain my B for my econ paper..after de exam few of my college frens went 2 mid valley for celebration...v went for pool n sadly i lost 1 daniel...after tat me n daphne(dd) went 2 meet amos , kellie, wei ling n john at de bowling place...i even teach dem how 2 play...but in de end when i play wif daniel, matt, ah ne(student lounge worker), and ben...i lose 2 dem....hahahaa...but it was fun..around 7pm..me n dd went for dinner wif amos's group of ppl..n i did sth very funny wif dem..which is taking pictures!!!v act like v had never c mid-valley n even took pics wif a banner wif a burger on it...hahaaa....it was alot of fun ni wish 2 have another day liek tis...
let's hope i can go genting next weeek!!!

hol starts!!!but i nid 2 get a job....office work..part timer n near my housing area..hard 2 find...n im lazy...aiks..tmr im going 2 call n hopefully dey wil accept me!!hehe...looking forward 2 it..juz 2 get through my time n hav fun till my degree starts....if i pass my exam of cuz..
it is 3am n i shud b sleeping now instead im here writing blog..-.-"

end of story..nitez

cao lu~

2008-04-01T22:40:00.001+08:00

today me matt dd n ben went 2 cao lu n hav lunch~~!!v played truth or dare dere...n draw sum stuff on de wall...after tat dere is a heavy rain n all of us din get 2 go back 2 col cuz no umbrella....

so v went 2 watson n bought raincoats..tis is de 1st time i wear raincoat n i noe i look very funny...hahahaha....but...even wif de raincoat....i still get wet.....my jeans r all wet..n my shoes 2...but de 2 guy 's shoes is wet n it is filled wif water......me n dd wore slipper...hahaha....so dey have 2 go back wif their wet shoes n socks~~lol..

i enjoyed de morning time ut at night...stupid amos kok go n socld me...sending sms saying im hypocrite n all...n say im lousy leader....if de team member din tell me den how shud i noe????dd arrrrr!!!!!!!!i wanna kick him d laaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!

ts....again~

2008-03-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

me matt dd n daniel went 2 ts last week...n tis is de 1st day matt n dd got together....de way dey hold hands r so funny till me n dan keep on laughin at dem...sry ar dd....lol....
anyway v went for de movie 'ah long pte' n it is so funny.....if any1 of u havent watch it shud go for it ya~~!!

went 2'bai san' today..
with de kl marathon going on....all de roads 2 de place is actually blocked...n v go around for 3 times until dey let us in..n here's de funny thing...a guy who is running saw us in de car...n he actually took a pic of us..lol...v have no idea y he did tat for lol..

after v finished at my grandpa place...v move on to melaka(my grandma) place..de weather is very hot...but luckily v have a big umbrella dere...so i din get sunburn after all~went for lunch wif my relatives all.....n 2 cars of my relatives get saman....de reason??for not purchasing de parking coupons...lol....n de funny thing is...if dey left de eating place at exactly 5 min b4...dey would not have get it...XD
on de way back is another 3 hours of traffic jam..which i slept through most of it...
reach home at about 7 sth n went out for dinner~tat's all for today~!!

*end of today's fairytale*

times square~

2008-03-30T15:19:00.000+08:00

last week...went out wif daphne matt n ben to times square for movie...de 1 v chosed is 'rule#1-there is no ghost' which obviously is a horror movie....n....surprisingly....i scream juz at the 1st sight of de ghost....swt..itis so embarrassing..luckily dere is only 4 of us plus 1 guy sitting behind us....hahahha....but tis kinda scary oso ler...only 5 ppl watching tat movie...daniel din join us tat day for movie..his reason is...none of us called him n i did asked him 2 join us tat day...lol....

matt n dd finally started their own relationship...which means i have sth 2 tease dem about d....since dey tease me alot......lol..hope dey will hav a secure relationship bah...even though dey made a deal of breaking up on a-lvl already....but i hope it wont happen...as both of dem will b hurt..tis is their choice..n i cannot interfere..so i will juz wish de best for both of dem..

XD

2008-03-22T01:11:00.000+08:00

erm.....sth else 2 update...i have bf ady....juz started last week n im happy~XD

sad case..

2008-03-22T01:05:00.000+08:00

last week i get 2 noe tat hong sing n his sis is actually lying 2 me??his sis...said he jump off de building n police informed them about it...but how could police b mistaken bout it??n....now she say tat he lost his memory....but how could a person rememeber his frens n games??when he lost all his memory??he wanted me 2 pick up his call...but i said i changed my num..

how can i b so blur...?being lied 2 so long....n not even realize it...?
am i so nice 2 be bully....?so nice 2 b lied to?juz bcuz i cared bout him tat's y he take on weakness n lied 2 me like tis?wishing i would go back 2 him??
really quite sad bout tis..not wanting him 2 get in my life anymore...but he juz keep on kacau..?haiz...help~!!

haiz..

2008-03-06T01:45:00.000+08:00

today...i received a news about hong sing...he's dead now...he jump off a building in seremban.his sister told me of tis news..n no doubt..i cried...n his sister scolded me..saying that im not worth for him 2 die...juz bcuz i tink tat his action is stupid...am i really wrong 2 tink of tat??i noe tat he died bcuz of me..i feel guilty for it...but does a person...really will die for love...?love which obviously wont work out...will hurt both of us...making both of us sad..y cant he juz move on n find a girl who will treat him better den me???

wat a life...

2008-02-26T01:13:00.000+08:00

tue
went 2 caryn house 2 bai nian...gambled n won abit of money..haha...have fun dere n wish 2 have another day where v can get a gathering ...

fri..
went 2 sg. wang n pavillion wif daniel n daphne 2 find a kot for daniel..cuz he nids it tmr for de meeting of rotaract club..walk till our leg so tired den found 1..haha..but its fun la walking around..hehe..

sat..
de guy called me n say he ate sleeping pills...i cried for 3 hours tat dya...i finally got him 2 vomit it out but i accepted him...if not he wont vomit it out..i duno wta 2 do wif him..den i sya break up wif him again at night..he bcum so angry tat he say he wanted 2 jump off building..i juz duno wat 2 do ady...i off de phone...im thinking..where is de 1 i nid when im sad..??how i wish 2 have sum1 who cna really comfort me n stop me from crying tat time..but eventually i juz stop crying..

sun..

went 2 relatives house for dinner~played wif de dog which is so cute n adorable..i wanted 1 but parents dun let...cuz kinda expensive..haha..

mon
sth happened today which make me quite sad n i cried again..noe tat im quite sensitive n alwiz care but ppl 2 much...but i juz cant stand tat when i msg him n he dun reply me...mayb i hurt him 2 much d..if nto he oso wont go suicide for me..at night..another bad news...which i dun really noe wta happen cuz he dun wnan share wif me..juz dunno wat 2 do ady..

those whodun understand my blog sry ya..cuz i din really tell u guys all my stuff..forgive me k...sry~

chinese new year!!!!!

2008-02-13T23:22:00.000+08:00

col has started today n feel sien cuz nid 2 study again...but 1st i'll talk bout de cny~

1st day of cny~~
all my relatives on dad's side came 2 my house n eat lor~~received few ang paos..every year fo tis time v will all get 2 wear new cloths n eat n drink..plus gather togetehr as a family...doing watever v want including gambling...haha...i gambled wif my cousins n bros~tink i lose 2 bucks or sth/...din really count my money..hehe..but it is still fun~at night v went 2 1 of de relative house 2 have our dinner n gamble again...hehe

2nd day
went back 2 my mom's hometown,bentong~when v reached ere..there is plenty of ppl dere already so v helped my aunt n po po serves drinks plus curi sum ayam goreng 2 eat cuz v r all hungry~~hehe..after tat is of cuz taking ang pao lor~!!my mom has a bigger family n so v nid 2 travel a few places 2 get all de ang pao..n in de end..de conclusion is...ang pao in bentong more den ang pao in p.j....haha...

3rd day~~
nth much actually except going 2 my relatives house 2 eat again~eat till full full n sleep...gonna b pig after cny...bcum fat...haha..wat 2 do..cny must enjoy rite..hehe..

4th day(sun)
today v hav open house in my house again..prefects from skul r coming 2 my house for celebration of cny...mom prepared quite alot of stuff n in de end v cant finish it..but all of dem almost finishes de oranges in my house...y???bcuz dey used it as chips for gambling..whoever lose...eat de oranges..haha..v oso play firecrakers...quite a bang in front of my house n my neighbours came out n c wat happen...haha..made quite alot of smokes n my ex-classmate,Ian invented new thing n in de end he bang all de thing togetehr..can u imagine how loud is tat??haha..

5th day(mon)
went 1u wif frens..watched a movie called cloverfield which is a stupid movie n i dun like it at all..however..tat dya actually i cried oso bcuz 1 of my fren ffk me n after so many of miss calls n sms...still dun reply me n never return any call n sms...so dissapointed n i even bought an extra ticket for my fren...wasted.i dun understand how can i b so wrong of a person..never ever a person treat me like tis b4..so..kinda angry oso la..but i had a good day wif my frens n oso my pet bro n his fren..hehe..

6th day(tues)
did nth except eat sleep on9 study n watch tv..haha...actually got plan 1..but cancel d cuz few ppl r nto free on tat dya..so plan changed...mayb on sat or sun...hmm...nid 2 tink 1st....

7thday(wed)
col started!!!!!went 2 law class after tat buss....played a game of pool n v won!!hehe..n here i am...blogging...wif all my papers spread in front of me..tryign 2 study..tmr nid 2 stay in col study oso cuz missed out quiet alot of stuff d..haiz...jia you!!!

pangkor~~~~

2008-01-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

went 2 pangkor island for de last 2 days n it is fun~~~
1st day is abit bored la cuz of de conference but it is compulsory...n get 2 c how rotaract works in sum way....n....abit mm song oso after seeing dey drink liqour n dun even care bout de contestant who is out running taking pics..cuz dey dun even care btou their safety..plus a girl even ran alone without any accompany her.

2nd is de bbq party n de talk..de talk is quite boring but i find few info useful la..but overall it is useless 2 me....haha...de bbq is ok except tat de crab is 2 kering d..tink dey duno how 2 bbq crab..XD
drank abit of vodka n another drink which i dunno wat is it..after tat v went 2 frens room n play cards which sum ppl wins alot n sum lose alot 2~luckily i din bring my money out or else i'll lose alot cuz im playing without money n actually lose alot...hehe..matt get drunk d n slept after tat so he din join us..but daniel win alot during de game la n every1 else loses..haha

3rd day....
tis is de day when v go island hopping n v c those corals,fishes n de turtle island...but no turtles dere at tis time....=(
v actually found sum nice sea shells n corals but in de end...v forgot 2 bring it back...haiz...wasted..sry daphne...actually i go find those for u 1 but forgot 2 bring it back...really sry..dun angry k???
v went for lunch n leave de jetty at 3 sth after eating kfc.den on de bus v gamble again...which i played 2 games n quit..in de end..i lose nth n win nth...haha..
reach home at 8 sth n get on9 immediately 2 do my hw..
but i enjoyed de trip la...even though there is sum situation dere...hehe..

*end of story*(will upload pics when daniel n others upload their pics n stuff...)

news..

2008-01-12T23:24:00.001+08:00

news on my life...
broke up wif de guy i accepted on 1st of jan..whom i accepted so he will b happy if de surgery really goes wrong....he had done his 1st surgery n dere is few more 2 go...but i cant stand it ady..i dunno y..i juz cant b wif him for another month until his surgeries is done..n he can live a normal life...feel sad when i tink of him.. he lives a hard life compared 2 us all..family doesnt care bout him..his frens use him most of de times...play him n all...i guess i can b said as one of dem as well..cuz i played wif his feeling??but i jzu wnana make him happy in case he really died....
anyway, he really angry of me when i say i wanna break..n i cried for it la...but now i dun tink i can do anything more for him...dun tink he will listen 2 me anymore..juz hope tat he will continue his surgeries even without my support..

news on college...going pangkor for rotaract conference from 25 to 27 jan..student night on feb 1st....who wants 2 b my partner??haha..

*end*

new year~

2008-01-07T01:52:00.001+08:00

happy new year 2 every1~~
went 2 sungei wang n countdown wif my kai gor n fren dere....tat day is quite fun la wif all de spraying n so..plus dere r few singers dere whom i like oso...hehe
but den i get few bruises on tat day bcuz de monorail is full of ppl n den dun care bout other ppl n pushed me in btw de metal n de train which is de dangerous area la...so my kai gor faster pull me back but my arm is red plus bengkak jor...now regretted going dere d...
next year wont b gogin 2 de same place..better stay at pj area...at least safer n nearer...

col started on 2nd jan but i kinda ponteng de classes...cuz im 2 tired..lack of sleep plus tired of working as well...but den nwo biasa d except tat i nid 2 study harder la cuz less time 2 study since im working part time .
nth much 2 say except 2 say tat....de guy who likes me went on 2 his heart sugery n kinda worry bout him la...but for now he is ok n next week he is goign for another surgery...if his heart condition is stable den he wil b having a major surgery...not de small small 1 like last 2 days d..
even though i dun like him d but i still dunw ant him 2 die lor...haiz..
dunno wat 2 write anymore....nitez..

*the end*

christmas~

2007-12-24T13:14:00.000+08:00

merry christmas 2 every1~i'd recovered from my sickness n so tonight i m able 2 go out n celebrate d..hehe..but den still dunno goign out wuf who yet cuz didnt plan at all.mayb going out wif my bro's best fren which is oso my pet bro along wif his frens lor..another thign 2 tink about is...how am i going 2 get back after tat??haha...
so many probs..mayb i shud juz stay at home n watch tv.

sick!!!

2007-12-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

sick for 5 fays ady n still getting worse...???y so sad 1....today vomited summore..so go n c doctor ady n i got extra few tablets 2 eat now..haiz...nth much 2 do except slepe n on9 n watch tv...cant even eat hot foods....plus fried stuff...pray i will get well soon....

*end of story*

sabah trip~

2007-12-13T01:09:00.001+08:00

juz baqck form sabah y'day n it feels good 2 b back here...even though de life there is better but i like here more for now..mayb later i can go live there when im older~hehe..
de ppl dere seems quite ok..not so much of malays like here..n u cant tell de diff btw they r kadazan or others..therefore de most common language there is malay.saw de mount kinabalu dere...very high up n most of de time covered by cloud~de weather can b considered bad as well cuz very misty n raining all de time.however, at de last day of my visit im able 2 view de mountain fully during sunrise...hehe...n it is awesome.so nice n i wanted 2 climb it de next time i go dere..
hehe..went 2 de poring hot spring n figured out tat u sms 1 cent n call 15 cent only 2 any of de maxis user at malaysia if u r around tat area of ranau.how cum here dun hav??

bought sum souvenirs from dere as well..hehe...den went 2 de sabah tea plantation.
tat is de place where 1 see de sunrise n oso de full view of mount kinabalu clearly for de 1st time..
but de thing is...tat place is full of insects..which u cant put ur feet on de ground or u will surely step on dem.haha..after tat i get sick for 2 days n i cant join my dad's fren n his family out 2 steamboat..:(

n den actually plan 2 go 2 cultural village but after tat it is canceled bcuz i cant go under de sun n so is my dad.he is sick as well..but it is ok bcuz v visited de muzium instead~:P
bought lots of seafood back 2 eat n oso bought a cute monkey~hehe
came back 2 kl n bcuz taking a taxi is so expensive tat v decided 2 take bus 2 kl sentral n lrt 2 go home.slept on d plane n bus.reach home at about 12 sth..cook maggi mee den sleep n de next mornign went 2 col~

*end of story*

...

2007-11-30T01:14:00.001+08:00

mon after de convocation thing im tired ady so when i reach home i juz go n sleep...tat day my face is so red bcuz of de make up..whihc ppl call 'monkey ass' face cuz its very very red..hehe..
not only me...wei ling n others oso.dey had on make up which makes dem look so diff..such as wei ling..if i dun tell u who she is i dun tink u can recognize her at all..haha

after tat there isnt much thing except tat today i went 2 mid-valley 2 watch movie n hang gai as well..watched 'enchanted' n its quite a ...childish movie but i still like it cuz its a fairytale..which suits my blog theme quite well.:P
n now im tinking whetehr i shud work part time after my next sem start at my aunt's shop..still thinking now....hmm..n i juz lost 10000 points 2 my fren in a game...:(

*end of fairytale*

fan dance practice~

2007-11-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

tmr is de off day for me~dun hav 2 go col for de dance practice....hehe..so tmr i can wake up late late ady lor..

but today made sum1 angry indirectly...cuz during de practice v r discussing bout de into part n v din realize tat another girl who r dancing wif us is offended cuz she tinks tat no1 really care about her...which is not true of cuz..but tat is bcuz she didnt say it out n tell us..den after tat she bang de door n juz walk out like tat...summore dun pick up de phone when my fren called her..after tat 2 of de girls who r dancing went look for her but she asked 2 b left alone or she'll scream..so dey juz left her n went back 2 de room.now feel abit guilty n dunno how 2 tok 2 her on thurs ler...bleh

end of de AS-lvl exam...

2007-11-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

it is de end of de AS-lvl exam~de paper today can say tat i goreng ler...cuz even though i studied de PACE act but i forget all de sections juz on de sec i step into de room...i noe its 2 kua cheong but tis true la...haha..after de paper today i went 2 de dancing meeting juz for 5 min n after tat de rotaract meeting...get 2 noe quite a few ppl even though not in details la...juz their names..hehe..n its quite diff from skul as dey seems nice n not like those ppl in my skul who juz like 2 show off wif their money n their egos.after de rotaract(ratatouille-by kelly), went2 de dancing rehearsal which i juz sit dere n discuss sum stuff wif de team for de costume n all...im actually dancing for de convocation of de col.......cant really blive it cuz last time i danced is when im form 1 for my prefect installation performance...after tat i had never dance b4 until now..hope i can catch up wif dem n wont miss a step on stage la..its a cultural dance..chinese dance wif de fluffy fan...haha..

even though im happy bcuz my exam is over but den im abit sad as well...tis is bcuz i tink my fren mm song me ady cuz he wont tok 2 me like tat...or mayb bcuz there is no topic btw us but last time v r quite good lor..not complaining tat he is not good but mayb de prob is on me bah..wish he will tell me y so i can noe my prob n whether there is any misunderstanding anot...blek

*end of fairytale*

birthday~

2007-11-05T00:35:00.000+08:00

nov 4th...my birthday y'day as it is already 12 sth..fren started wishing me even b4 12 n sum even wished me few days b4 tat...haha...got few present n like it alot..got new mp3 from parents...my bro got an early present of mp3 as well since its on promotion rite now...mine is apple green in colour while his is black of cuz..den go yum cha after tat at kj mamak..after tat when i reach home n i stay on9 2 chat n study as well...den chat till 3am i tink den only go 2 sleep cuz waiting for a fren 2 on9 since he promised..but dunno he will b so late ...swt..

go 2 sleep but realized tat i cant sleep..mayb 2 excited?den i get up n read a story book lor...den read for 30 min,i off de light n try 2 slepe again...den finnaly slept even though its quite a long time after tat...plus 3 sth my fren send me a b'day wish through sms...he oso sleep kinda late.tink bcuz he nid 2 study for his stpm bah..

when i wake up it is 10 sth ady..i juz on my com straight 2 charge my mp3/...XD
den found out tat friendster got sum prob cuz i cant view de comments for 2 days ady..so send an e-mail 2 dem n hope it will b ok after tat la..sry cuz i din reply ur comment ...not bcuz i dun want 2 but bcuz i cant view it...sry ya..
after tat i went 2 sunway lor...have lunch dere(pizza hut) n den skate for around 1 hour bah
i tink....nth much cuz vincent cant skate bcuz wrong size of skating shoe...but den im quite happy tat i din fall cuz its really wet dere n lots of ppl..
after tat went home n go out again for dinner...ate hakka food which is ok la...not 2 say nice oso ler ...haha..

when i get home after dinner i cut my cake n ate it lor~not all of cuz..juz 1 big piece of it...hehe..
den i go on9 n got 2 person wishes me happy belated b'day after 12...jeremy is de 1st who wishes n hong yee is de 2nd guy..haha...purposely 1 i tink...XD
nth much d...wanna say ty for those ppl who wishes me n din forget me lor~XD
plus ty for giving me those presents of book, accessories ,comments n all la~ty...
plus good luck for those ppl having exams k

n..n...happy birthday again 2 those who have de same birthday wif me...kellie, naresh, eric n others k?

*end of 17 years of fairytale, starting of de 1st year of adult life, being 18 years old*